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| I hate the transitional periods in life, and I totally feel that college is the worst of all.
I love the college expirence, don't get me wrong. People fucking love me, who knew? It's just that I'm at an age where I can begin any sort of life I choose and the fact that I choose to teach means that I have to go to college and hold off life for 4 years, but really like 3 and a half now. Lame. I can't have any job that will make me any real $ because it would interfere with school and I don't have the $ to fail classes. I swear if I make it out of here I can get a job right away, everywhere needs teachers, there's a shortage for Carl's sake.
I also found out teachers make about 50k a year, and thats 20k more than I thought so I'm kinda happy.
I'm doing my student teaching thing...highschool freshman English. For this story to make sense one needs to know that I've been working out a lot, and have come to believe I'm pretty good looking, but anyway, I was in class listening to my mentor teacher's lession and I noticed a few of the female students looking at me and giggling...I know not a big deal, but when I was looking at them one of them winked at me. Yea, weird...I will not let my friends me right about me, I would never flirt back with soemone who was like 15 ( I fear prison due to my long hair and pretty eyes).
Lately I've been feeling like a trophy boyfriend. Not in a bad way, it makes me feel really good. I'm almost starting to believe I am kinda. I think that part of my brain that tells me when girls are flirting with me is starting to function again. | | |
| Ok boys and girls, this is Jayson speaking and this ones a doosey.
I used to want to go back out with Erin. I know it doesn't sound like a good idea on paper 'cuz usually when 2 ppl break upo its for a reason, but hell, things were really good for a long time so I though it was worth looking back into.
The counterproblem to that was Aly. I don't really think I've ever mentioned her before, but she is awasome. She and a I did a little casual dating from like 2 days after Erin and I broke up until like 8 days ago. She wasn't ready for "the whole dating scene," but we did anyway because she apparently liked me, and just didn't want a boyfriend.
The newest addition was a girl nammed Tabby whom I met at college on her first day/my 2nd. She sat behind me in Teaching 101 and I didn't hear her introduce herself and she commented angrily. I appologized and we hung out before out next classes because we each had like 2 hours to kill and no 1 to kill em with.
She was cool, and I was 90% sure she thought I was a dork.
She's not my type and I'm not hers and we've been dating for 3 days and were both very happy. It's weird how things work out sometimes.
I don't want to date Erin because we did break up for a reason and she afterwards made me feel like a silver medal. I love her and I prolly always will because I don't think you can ever really stop loving someone you did, but that doesn't mean it's right for us to date.
Nothing changes between me and Aly 'cuz we were never really anything defined, but I'm not going to try with her anymore to be fair.
I'm happy with Tabby...and that's cool to me. | | |
| Ok, I'm not seeing Erin anymore. It has actually been a couple of months now since we broke up.
I'm at college...I locked my keys in my car so I'm kinda stuck here.
I've been lifting weights and working out so as not to embarass myself when I go as Rocky from Rocky Horror Picture Show for Halloween.
I also have been kinda sick latley, but I think I'm just about over it.
With some pushing from my friends I have also been dating again...a little. Mostly unsuccessfully. I just wish women could be more straightforward.
Hoping to convine Aly to see the Exorcism of Emily Rose this weekend. She's kind a coward when it come to that kind of stuff. "It's a good thing..." | | |
| Ok, went to the ocean, it was cool, and quite a bit of fun.
Bought, with help, Sliders season 1 and 2 (1 box set).
Recieved Nintendo DS, now in love with it...
Recieved also Cursed, great wearwolf flick.
Psychonauts...Destroy All Humans....Busey....
Oh yea, trying to work, need cash.
Erin's grad pt tomorrow. Lookin' forward. Hope it'l be fun. | | |
| Today Erin is comming over. Other than that I'm not doing anything.
I've been playing Digimon world 4 more, it has grown on me, but it's an RPG, and thus, I'm stuck.
I got the "complete" Command and Conquer collection. I guess to them the first to origional games don't cout. Possibly because they only run on windows 95. I'm stuck on the Pearl Harbor missin in Red Alert 2.
Boat Trip is a really funny movie... Ella Enchanted isn't. Look...this is my suprised face...here it is...-_-
Verizon high speed packace is suposed to come today. They don't think it will work due to my distance from Jarrettsville, but I can hope can't I?
Next Monday Erin graduates, and I'm really happy for her. That night we leave for the ocean, and I can't wait.
Tomorrow I'm going to Nates to plan out meals and sleeping/tenting arrangements. Need to download more usic to make some cd's.
I'm going to see Batman at the ocean!
Anime Trivia: What are the names of the combat androids in Excel Saga ?(The good ones not the evil ones).
I love Katie Holmes...and Michael Keaton | | |
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